So I got a call today around 8-9am from my father, who notified me that my mother was in the ICU. And now she is in getting a angioplasty, or something in order to figure out how bad the damage has been. Her heart is down to 20% capacity. I really do not know what to do with this. I’ve never lost anyone to death before, which is quite lucky because I am 31 years old. That is quite some time to not have anyone die in ones family.
One moment I am fine, and then other times I want to break down. I just do not know how to act, feel or be.
This with all the other stresses of life do not help, but that is what life is. Sometimes life is boring, and other times life is way too eventful.
So, yah,